Complicated heart

What a day...

Missing someone is really an awful job...

I wanna quit this job...

Can i.....?

I dont want to miss you so much....

tell me what shall i do?

I dont want to message you so much....

tell me what shall i do?

I dont want to call you when i miss you...

tell me what shall i do?

STOP!!

i know what shall i do....

I'm gonna let go...

Let you go away from my mind...

You will be leaving soon....

i havent get any message from you....

i just wander...are you OK?

i've been sending you message....

but i never seems to get your reply...

even though you did....

it's only a message with few words...

simple message......

there will be no more reply from you since then....

Sigh...sigh...sigh

how i wish i am a bee...

so that i can follow you wherever you go...

buzzing left and right...

buzzing front and back...

buzzing around you.....

Sigh...sigh...sigh

how i wish i know Doraemon...

so that he can lend me his magic tool...

a dimension door maybe?

so that i can open the door and see what you were doing..

but.....

i know that is impossible....

after all it's only a dream....

that never ever comes true....

so.....

I must learn to let go....

yeah....LET GO.....

from now on wards.....

goodbye.....

you will be my bee forever....

deep inside....

bottom of my heart......